evey8112
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- Jan 25, 2021
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The world does not understand mental illness, If they did they would not point at all of the outside shit (Material objects) on the reason you should keep living. My family says i should be thankful, that i have everything going right in my life which I do, but none of this material shit makes me happy at least for long periods of time. I am at a point where I do not have to really worry about
bills anymore or things but still empty inside. Lets look at people who had everything going on in their life, even had kids and still went on with CTB. Steven Boss AKA Twitch, Who was a famous
dancer and was on the Ellen show as a DJ. He had everything on the outside. He had a beautiful wife, great kids, Money, Fame, ect... He had it all on the outside but a few days before Christmas of last year, went to a hotel and took his life via gunshot to the head. I almost want to CTB to prove a point, to show the world that YES you can have every fucking thing and still feel like shit. I plan on
CTB tomorrow Via 9MM to the head. I am so tired of this endless cycle of pain. I feel better for a little then depression sucks me back in and destroys me.
This was more of a rant but maybe some of you can understand or relate.
Thanks for taking the time to read :) Please leave comments if you want too.
bills anymore or things but still empty inside. Lets look at people who had everything going on in their life, even had kids and still went on with CTB. Steven Boss AKA Twitch, Who was a famous
dancer and was on the Ellen show as a DJ. He had everything on the outside. He had a beautiful wife, great kids, Money, Fame, ect... He had it all on the outside but a few days before Christmas of last year, went to a hotel and took his life via gunshot to the head. I almost want to CTB to prove a point, to show the world that YES you can have every fucking thing and still feel like shit. I plan on
CTB tomorrow Via 9MM to the head. I am so tired of this endless cycle of pain. I feel better for a little then depression sucks me back in and destroys me.
This was more of a rant but maybe some of you can understand or relate.
Thanks for taking the time to read :) Please leave comments if you want too.