Venting I have everything I always wanted, but I'm still depressed.

[herooftime]

I don't know if I can really say that I'm depressed. I have everything I've always wanted, but I still don't necessarily feel happy.
I know that if I lost everything tomorrow, it wouldn't bother me.
To be honest, a part of me is bored and too lazy to live.
This part of me is too lazy to want to continue all this and to see this life through to the end.

 

[Nikitatos]

What do you have?

 

[Spectre]

This is so real. I can't say I have everything. But I also don't really want anything. You know? If I could stay in an isolated wood cabin, get three home-cooked meals, enjoy all the comforts of modern living and just spend all my time hiking and watching old tv sitcoms I'd be set. Wait I guess that is what I want. So bad it's unrealistically unaffordable.

 

[Dmoore3232]

Could be a chemical imbalance then.

 

[Guy089001]

It sounds like you don't actually feel like you "have" anything. You sound disappointed