ImLosingMyGrip
You may call me Cam, if you do so respectfully
- Sep 16, 2021
- 17
Im so sick of society. Humans are so disgustingly cruel to each other. We have these expansive minds but more than half of people seem incapable of critical thought! And then the ones who do are subject to the stupidity of all other people. We are only really good to each other for the benefit of ourselves or our personal little bubble, we cant even figure out how to work as a species. We have billions or religious people, which im sorry im not sorry i think of basically as low as child predators. I dont care what religion or what god. If you hold the world back because you are scared about the endings of others lives, you keep humanity from all the potential experiences and growth and wonder we could reach if we used rationale and not faith or fear. Its utterly shameful....
And money. Were just little pockets to be emptied and filled to pay this world over and over, ads blasted into our brains to force us to crave, and its evil. Its so beyond evil.
People who are unique or very rare are treated as others and unwanted rather than actually heard because thats too much effort, its so much easier to slap another simple little title or idea on ot rather than expend the energy to actually learn.
My neighbor implied i should "see my doctor more if im so upset with life". Gee. Its like you think i get to CHOOSE. I get what scraps im given. I get taken advantage of constantly because humanity has beaten me to a pulp for 30 year....and all i want is peace.
If a life is filled with horror and pain, you shouldnt make someone feel like thier end of life should be scary. It should be a gift. Like hey, thanks for coming, sorry we pummelled your soul into chunks, abused you, told you we would help you just to have no value to any of those words....no words have any value anymore.
So i hang on....cuz i deserve to die in peace and in one year i should be eligible for euthanasia. But yknow, i genuinely dont think i can last that long and the thought of just partial suspensioning myself or getting a hotel room and doing my CO room is just not a joke anymore.
Im cannot go on living in a world where even just trying to exist inside a physical form that feels gross and excruciating, filled with anger and rage at a world so thoughtless and cruel to some, and then kind to others....all based on the most awful traits.
As it is, im a standing strong fan of Team Covid. Covid has killed a few million HUMANS. No animals. No plants. No cows or corals. No bats. No pigs.
Humans have killed and hurt so many other humans for such stupid, nonsensical, not even tangibly, provable ways. Weve exterminated countless species.
I know who is the real hero.
Because a flash moment of someone being momentarily nice can never ever replace endless times of trying just to express myself to dumbfounded eyes and ears, the horros i have seen, the brilliant potential of humans experiencing all non harmful things they want, unbound by nonsense about the next life. Were here...all on a rock...alone.
And money. Were just little pockets to be emptied and filled to pay this world over and over, ads blasted into our brains to force us to crave, and its evil. Its so beyond evil.
People who are unique or very rare are treated as others and unwanted rather than actually heard because thats too much effort, its so much easier to slap another simple little title or idea on ot rather than expend the energy to actually learn.
My neighbor implied i should "see my doctor more if im so upset with life". Gee. Its like you think i get to CHOOSE. I get what scraps im given. I get taken advantage of constantly because humanity has beaten me to a pulp for 30 year....and all i want is peace.
If a life is filled with horror and pain, you shouldnt make someone feel like thier end of life should be scary. It should be a gift. Like hey, thanks for coming, sorry we pummelled your soul into chunks, abused you, told you we would help you just to have no value to any of those words....no words have any value anymore.
So i hang on....cuz i deserve to die in peace and in one year i should be eligible for euthanasia. But yknow, i genuinely dont think i can last that long and the thought of just partial suspensioning myself or getting a hotel room and doing my CO room is just not a joke anymore.
Im cannot go on living in a world where even just trying to exist inside a physical form that feels gross and excruciating, filled with anger and rage at a world so thoughtless and cruel to some, and then kind to others....all based on the most awful traits.
As it is, im a standing strong fan of Team Covid. Covid has killed a few million HUMANS. No animals. No plants. No cows or corals. No bats. No pigs.
Humans have killed and hurt so many other humans for such stupid, nonsensical, not even tangibly, provable ways. Weve exterminated countless species.
I know who is the real hero.
Because a flash moment of someone being momentarily nice can never ever replace endless times of trying just to express myself to dumbfounded eyes and ears, the horros i have seen, the brilliant potential of humans experiencing all non harmful things they want, unbound by nonsense about the next life. Were here...all on a rock...alone.
