deadwithoutmusic
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- Sep 10, 2020
- 73
I don't talk to any of my friends and family about how I want to ctb and only ever really mentioned it once to one person. Even my therapist I feel like I can't say anything because of the potential consequences of me getting detained somewhere or them trying to stop me. I think it would be so much easier if I could just express myself to friends and family without the possible consequences and leave this world knowing I made my peace with them without leaving some big secret I kept from them. It would also make it easier on them instead of this coming out of almost nowhere. It really makes my last moments here much worse that I can't speak to anyone. I am pretty determined I will leave regardless but it would be nice if I could chat to some of my friends about this stuff and it was more accepted to speak about it.