sometimes.sometimes
Student
- Jun 4, 2023
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Today is the 4th of July, and I still haven't been able to do anything. Everyone I know is going out and having barbeques, going to the lakes, hanging out at stores and such, etc. I tried to contact my grandma, but by the time I was about to ask her if she wanted to hang out over chat tonight, she said how she wanted to sleep because she has been in a lot of pain recently (I don't blame her for that). I tried contacting my one and only friend, but she has barely been talking to me lately. I have been begging everyone to do something with me, but everybody is turning me down for the dumbest reasons (besides my grandma).
The 4th of July used to be such a fun day, but now it is depressing. It reminds me of how much I have lost and wasted in life. Once the fireworks go off, my feelings are going to get ten times worse. I am going to keep praying that maybe my day can be turned around, but I don't know...
It is days like these when I really wish I could CTB easily, but I can't
The 4th of July used to be such a fun day, but now it is depressing. It reminds me of how much I have lost and wasted in life. Once the fireworks go off, my feelings are going to get ten times worse. I am going to keep praying that maybe my day can be turned around, but I don't know...
It is days like these when I really wish I could CTB easily, but I can't