I hate SI so much!

[Heaven_Awaits]

Attempted once before where I was so numb and dead inside, I didn't think twice. Failed.

Now I'm decided on a method, I can't go through with it and I'm so exhausted from living.

SI is a bitch

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you feel so frustrated, it's really dreadful to me how it's so unnecessarily difficult to die. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.