sillyprincessmeow
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- Jul 21, 2022
- 35
i fuckingbhate myself so much. i hate looking in the mirror. i have been crying since i woke up. im in so nmuch pain. im hyoerventailing i feel so weak. my body is in so much oain. im in so much pain. i feel like im going throw up. i ghate my body so fucking much i wanna mutilate it. ive been hitting myelf and scratching mgself and doing everything i can to cause myself pain. my body is so hideous my boyfriedn could never love me. i dont look like a girl, i look like a boy. i hste my face. i hate my features. im literally fucki g going crazy. im going fucking crayxz. no one can help me. i cant. ive read so many forums on various websites abt how ppl do like my body but i cant understand that. i cant stop fucking crying, im gonna fuckingthrow up. i just wanna be pretyy. not even my boyfrindd love me enough to try and tell me why he thinks im poretty. everytime he does "try" its always
shit anyone could tell me. i waqnna die i wanna die i wanna die im goingfucking insane i am no longer stable i cant do this amore i have no desire to get better i wanna kill myslf. i fucking shaking i cant breathe. i have no one i have nothing, i will never be e ough. im gonna seriously hurt myself. i wana mutilate mysefl. i wanna stab mysefl. god pleasse someone live me. i jusr wanna be enough. im in so much pain. im so sad.no. this isnt even sadness. this is pure misery. oh god why why why why .;QEI;S3B4O i cant fuvkiong take this anymore no one can understand how thijs feels. im fucing shaking. theres so much going wrong. i csnt fuking breathe. i just want him to love me. my fucking friedn said i think its fuckig cute to delusional.. HOW FUCKING INSENSIVE COULD SHE FUCKING BE. IM FUCKI GS UFFERING I DO NOT FUCKING ENJOY THIS. judt because i casnt leave a piec of shit does not mean i enjoy this. im begging the universe to either kill me or just make me pretty. no amount of hepl can make me better. oh my god im fucking shaking so much. im gasping for air. oh my god im gonna do something bad tomysefl. im losig it. what is wrong with me. i jut wanna be enough. i feel dead
im unlovable aand unfixable and unwanted i have no purposwe here. i want to be gone.
why are my feelings so ccomplex. why doeos society mke me feel so ugly. why cant my body and facial features be considered cute. i cant wait to die
shit anyone could tell me. i waqnna die i wanna die i wanna die im goingfucking insane i am no longer stable i cant do this amore i have no desire to get better i wanna kill myslf. i fucking shaking i cant breathe. i have no one i have nothing, i will never be e ough. im gonna seriously hurt myself. i wana mutilate mysefl. i wanna stab mysefl. god pleasse someone live me. i jusr wanna be enough. im in so much pain. im so sad.no. this isnt even sadness. this is pure misery. oh god why why why why .;QEI;S3B4O i cant fuvkiong take this anymore no one can understand how thijs feels. im fucing shaking. theres so much going wrong. i csnt fuking breathe. i just want him to love me. my fucking friedn said i think its fuckig cute to delusional.. HOW FUCKING INSENSIVE COULD SHE FUCKING BE. IM FUCKI GS UFFERING I DO NOT FUCKING ENJOY THIS. judt because i casnt leave a piec of shit does not mean i enjoy this. im begging the universe to either kill me or just make me pretty. no amount of hepl can make me better. oh my god im fucking shaking so much. im gasping for air. oh my god im gonna do something bad tomysefl. im losig it. what is wrong with me. i jut wanna be enough. i feel dead
im unlovable aand unfixable and unwanted i have no purposwe here. i want to be gone.
why are my feelings so ccomplex. why doeos society mke me feel so ugly. why cant my body and facial features be considered cute. i cant wait to die