onlyanimalsaregood
Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
- Mar 11, 2022
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I hate my life, I don't know what to do to feel better. I'm depressed. I hated my job so I asked for a month's medical leave. I can't forget one person. I don't talk to my mother and I don't have a very good relationship with my father. I feel like I'm on my own. I had two interviews this week but didn't go because I couldn't get out of bed. Sometimes I would really like to just disappear but I feel I can't leave my cat. She is the only good thing in my life right now. She is about to turn 15 and has been with me since she was born, she is my best friend. Sometimes I feel a little better and get out of bed, but then I take refuge in alcohol. I have also dated other guys to try to get over the other person but I can't. And I have very little self-love and "selling myself short". The only family member who supported me 100% was my grandmother, and she has had dementia for some time now due to her age and often doesn't know who I am when I call her (I live far away from the family). So yeah I'm feeling very lonely. Not knowing where and to whom to turn.