Venting I hate my life

[NoPunIntended]

I wouldnt want to CTB if it wasnt for my social circunstances. I'm in my early 20s, never had s gf, never held hands and never kissed a girl. I want it so bad, but I just cant. Theres also no chance of me having a job thats fun for me. I'd love to finally CTB, but still have to figure how

 

[F@#$]

You're not missing out on much. Pussy's cool but usually not worth the bullshit and drama involved with it.

 

[wanttodie]

my to i hate my life and want t end my life

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

It's overrated in most cases. I understand where you're coming from though, I didn't have a gf until I was 19.
It's a difficult thing to go through.