Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
I'm so tired of life kicking my ass. I'm sick of living with my emotionally unsupportive family with no way out and my cognitive issues, speech issues and dissociation. One of my supervisors got upset with me last night because I was stocking too slow (I was trapped in my head) and it made me dissociate worse and my speech issues took even more of a hit where I could barely articulate myself in person and sounded like an idiot.
I'm trying to make my life better, but it's hard. I applied to go back to college so I can get a higher paying job and escape my family finally, but I feel like I'm going to fail because of these problems. I really wish I could overcome my SI and leave already
I'm trying to make my life better, but it's hard. I applied to go back to college so I can get a higher paying job and escape my family finally, but I feel like I'm going to fail because of these problems. I really wish I could overcome my SI and leave already