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Daystavro

Experienced
Oct 15, 2018
269
I hate life.
It just gives me bad feelings and emotions and worries and stress.
On the other hand the alternative is death of course.
But what scares me about death is that it's eternal.
It's not for a billion years, not for a trillion years but forever.
Anyone else in this limbo state, where they hate life but afraid of death?.
 
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Даун

Даун

Member
Oct 29, 2018
9
I am afraid of death only because I have not tried many things in life.
I really want to see a bunch of different movies, go through a lot of video games, visit some places, do a bunch of different things, fulfill dreams.
Sometimes I understand that all this will be impossible to accomplish.
I even love my life in some way, but I understand that there will hardly be anything good in the future, very badly in spiritual terms.

I do not know what to do and how to live on, I see the only way out - so that everything ends as soon as possible. I do not want to "suffer" for many years.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,820
Remember, a billion years from now you will have the same problems you did billion years ago. Think about that.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,820
What do you mean?
Before you existed you had no fear no wants no needs. You didn't miss anything or had any problems whatsoever. When you are dead the same will be true.
 
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