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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Because it will always be for me, suicide feels like the answer to so tragically being burdened with the ability to suffer in this existence, all that comforts me is the thought of all future suffering being prevented through death.

Suicide is all that makes sense as one cannot be harmed by not existing, it's all that feels rational to me and in general I just see it as preferable to die. I don't believe that existence was worth having in the first place, ideally nobody should have been brought into this hellish reality at all.
But next to never existing, ceasing to exist on my own terms feels like the most appealing thing, and if a peaceful, guaranteed suicide was accessible it would be such a relief.
I see death as a positive thing as it means finding peace from all future suffering, I don't see the benefit to being tormented in this meaningless existence just slowly decaying from age, such a thing is certainly not for me, death is better.

So this is why I cannot stand those who repeat the disgusting nonsense that suicide is never the answer. In my case I have awareness that existence isn't worth enduring, not everyone worships and glorifies unnecessary suffering like them, it's repulsive how they try and force their harmful delusions onto other people. Only death can solve what I ultimately have a problem with which is existence itself.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,881
Yea ctb only answr nomore this life all awfl wat now get only injury damage nobod care all awfl wat do no posbl any, all nonsns this bio body tjis brain all awfl, need ctb,, not wabt any thing this life
 
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Visitor_

Visitor_

Unsure how to voice out my feelings.
Sep 9, 2023
32
No one has the right to tell you whenever you should do it or not. Up to you to decide your own fate
 
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R_N

R_N

-Memento Mori-
Dec 3, 2019
1,442
Too bad they have to die eventually.
 
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LoveForMetal

LoveForMetal

Lost all hope
Oct 13, 2023
5
agree,
I think CTB is often the only way out of difficult life situations.
I couldn't stand the thought, not having a way out
 
Aim

Aim

🤍
Sep 12, 2023
945
Because it will always be for me, suicide feels like the answer to so tragically being burdened with the ability to suffer in this existence, all that comforts me is the thought of all future suffering being prevented through death.

Suicide is all that makes sense as one cannot be harmed by not existing, it's all that feels rational to me and in general I just see it as preferable to die. I don't believe that existence was worth having in the first place, ideally nobody should have been brought into this hellish reality at all.
But next to never existing, ceasing to exist on my own terms feels like the most appealing thing, and if a peaceful, guaranteed suicide was accessible it would be such a relief.
I see death as a positive thing as it means finding peace from all future suffering, I don't see the benefit to being tormented in this meaningless existence just slowly decaying from age, such a thing is certainly not for me, death is better.

So this is why I cannot stand those who repeat the disgusting nonsense that suicide is never the answer. In my case I have awareness that existence isn't worth enduring, not everyone worships and glorifies unnecessary suffering like them, it's repulsive how they try and force their harmful delusions onto other people. Only death can solve what I ultimately have a problem with which is existence itself.
I so agree with you, thats why this place is so wonderful <3 Thank goodness
 
Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,260
Assholes, i have never ever believed that, for me suicide is the answer even if i live a happy life.
I hate life and existence themselves.
 
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