Livingvsdying25
Enlightened
- Dec 8, 2019
- 1,188
Ugh feeling this again today. I fucking HATE it here. I hate being in an institution like shit. I hate the fucking lack of autonomy. I hate having to interact with "adults" here.
Im worried about that stupid fucking police call made like a week ago, messing with me. My case with my EX is still being "put together" ir whatever so I worry that shit like this WILL fuck with me.
Regardless, the whole situation is very disturbing and in the fucking ministry's of health records. Makes me sick.
I live a life ON PURPOSE where im nothing and these fucking people almost ruined that.
It's morning and im already fucking annoyed. Like upon waking up I am again fucking pissed off.
(Like this one staff micro manages EVERYTHING. She keeps turning off the fan in the bathroom for example.... ) like... she doesn't even use the bathroom.. they have their own.
IT IS SO FUCKING ANNOYING(My mother used to do shit like this. Move my shoes/change the temperature/change the light LIKE NO ONE ASKED. And it just makes me insane having to pick up on shit like this.
Fucking hate it here.
Im worried about that stupid fucking police call made like a week ago, messing with me. My case with my EX is still being "put together" ir whatever so I worry that shit like this WILL fuck with me.
Regardless, the whole situation is very disturbing and in the fucking ministry's of health records. Makes me sick.
I live a life ON PURPOSE where im nothing and these fucking people almost ruined that.
It's morning and im already fucking annoyed. Like upon waking up I am again fucking pissed off.
(Like this one staff micro manages EVERYTHING. She keeps turning off the fan in the bathroom for example.... ) like... she doesn't even use the bathroom.. they have their own.
IT IS SO FUCKING ANNOYING(My mother used to do shit like this. Move my shoes/change the temperature/change the light LIKE NO ONE ASKED. And it just makes me insane having to pick up on shit like this.
Fucking hate it here.