Venting I hate having dyslexia

[s0ft.bldd]

I feel like a weirdo. It takes me ages to understand just a simple, stupid text

why can't I feel normal just for once? no matter how many times I try, It won't matter at all, I just can't

everyday is a reminder of how I will never be able to be normal, to understand like a normal person, to think like one, I will always be different

and the worst part is that I MUST be proud of myself, but how? literally the only thing this shit does is wanting me to end everything so I can finally feel peace at once.

I wish I could be normal

 

[dontwakemeup]

I'm sorry. I had to look at a simulation to understand your diagnosis. I can see how this would make your life difficult. Are you able to download 1 of those apps that read pages for you? I know it won't take the issue away but try to find ways that can help. So, I'll be honest with you. I have a terrible memory and it effects my spelling, auto correct on my phone and spell check have helped me tremendously but not all the time. I'm not saying this isn't difficult for you, because it was definitely difficult for me to finish the simulation and you have to live life with this. Perhaps finds methods that can help take some pressure off if you can.