Venting I hate dreaming.

[Circles]

I hardly ever dream and when I do it's usually nightmares or something where as soon as you wake up it makes you feel so irritated and uneasy. Well I took some medicine to knock me out and while dreaming all I remember is feeling so much tenseness and end up feeling trapped that I couldn't wake up from the nightmare every time I woke up. Even while I'm dreaming it's depressing as whatever I was dreaming was just so unsettling and disturbing. It's like as you're aware that you're dreaming it just sucks you in like Freddy Krueger. It's just disturbing how realistic and hurtful even dreams can be. It just made me hate myself and angry that I couldn't control it like everything else.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

I relate, I hate dreaming too. I agree with everything you said except sadly I dream almost every night and its really starting to bother me. Its always a nightmare about my abusive past or something to remind me of my ex. It just ends up making me feel even more depressed, angry and ruins my day because there is nothing that seems to stop the damn dreams. I try so hard to push these horrible thoughts of my past and my ex out of my mind and then it all gets undone when I dream like some sick joke...