Venting i hate being treated like i'm subhuman.

[apassingmoment]

I feel like a pariah. every time i go outside i get the nastiest stares from everyone around me. socializing is a nightmare. i know i dont pass, i should expect to be treated like this and yet it still hurts every time i overhear a kid asking their parents if im a boy or a girl, or when the old ladies at thrift shops and supermarkets look at me like i'm the devil. or when someone in a jacked up truck revs their engine at me while i'm walking past.

I am a person, i have feelings, i have an internal world like the rest of them. why cant they see it? why do they feel the need to take time out of their day to make sure i know that they know and hate me for it?

tldr; being trans in rural america is a nightmare existence that i cant end soon enough.

 

[yotaka]

I'm so sorry. I wish the world was a kinder place. Sending you love, friend.

 

[whywere]

You are a kind and thoughtful soul and to have a collective of morons give you grief is just unbelievable.

We are ALL in this together and everyone has something special to give to themselves and society and such narrow-minded behavior is not only so negative, but what does it accomplish? NOTHING!

I, like most everyone, has had to be exposed to such garbage and one thing that I will say, is that in my experience, I can away from it stronger in my beliefs and that a few little-minded morons would never ever get to me.

Always remember that there is Karma, and YES, I so believe in it. In my over 70 years on this planet, I have seen it time and time again where folks who were so damn mean somewhere down the road of life got it back twice over and, in your situation, so will those that are so damn ignorant.

HUGE hugs, love and kind thoughts to you, and you are a good friend and family member here always.

Sunny skies to you!

Walter