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I'm a failure. An absolute waste. A LOSEr.
- Apr 6, 2021
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I hate my need for social interaction. I have my need for attention. I hate my need for love. I have how difficult it is to be alive.
I'm at constant war with myself. For example, I hate speaking about myself and I hate making posts. I hate doing them because they are meaningless, and resolve nothing but the human in me wants me to have attention. To feel appreciated even if it is in such a minor scale. To see "xyz has liked your post" or "xyz has commented on your post". It's pathetic.
I'm fucking pathetic. I hope the powers-that-be realize that I'm a mistake, and kill me before I do.
I'm at constant war with myself. For example, I hate speaking about myself and I hate making posts. I hate doing them because they are meaningless, and resolve nothing but the human in me wants me to have attention. To feel appreciated even if it is in such a minor scale. To see "xyz has liked your post" or "xyz has commented on your post". It's pathetic.
I'm fucking pathetic. I hope the powers-that-be realize that I'm a mistake, and kill me before I do.