dontknowanything
New Member
- Apr 6, 2022
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This is my first thread on this website, but I've lurked a good while here. I just wanted to vent about my life as a high functioning autist with dying parents.
I'm autistic, have 0 friends, and I regret my existence. I have no friends, nobody texts or calls, and a lot of the time I have nobody to talk to. I wish there was a cure for high functioning autism. I struggle heavily to make connections with people. I've just been living life feeling extremely disconnected from everybody else. I stay in my house all the time, because I never get invited anywhere. I feel like my ability to connect with people has become even worse over time. My parents are fucking dying, and they only have me. I feel sorry for my parents, because they got an autistic retarded son like me. I feel constantly anxious and worried in life. I have parents who are slowly dying because of their health issues, and I will be homeless after they die. I'm jobless, no college degree, and I have 0 friends. I will be on the streets after my parents die, my life is a downward spiral, and I would like to save myself from any more future misery. I've already ordered 2 bottles of N from D, and I will take all of it as soon as my parents die. I literally cannot survive in this world without my parents supporting me. I used all the saved up money I had in crypto to buy some N. I sent my crypto to the legit D, and I will be waiting for my N to come. I just pray my N comes fast so I can leave this shitty existence quickly. I'm out after my parents are out.
I'm autistic, have 0 friends, and I regret my existence. I have no friends, nobody texts or calls, and a lot of the time I have nobody to talk to. I wish there was a cure for high functioning autism. I struggle heavily to make connections with people. I've just been living life feeling extremely disconnected from everybody else. I stay in my house all the time, because I never get invited anywhere. I feel like my ability to connect with people has become even worse over time. My parents are fucking dying, and they only have me. I feel sorry for my parents, because they got an autistic retarded son like me. I feel constantly anxious and worried in life. I have parents who are slowly dying because of their health issues, and I will be homeless after they die. I'm jobless, no college degree, and I have 0 friends. I will be on the streets after my parents die, my life is a downward spiral, and I would like to save myself from any more future misery. I've already ordered 2 bottles of N from D, and I will take all of it as soon as my parents die. I literally cannot survive in this world without my parents supporting me. I used all the saved up money I had in crypto to buy some N. I sent my crypto to the legit D, and I will be waiting for my N to come. I just pray my N comes fast so I can leave this shitty existence quickly. I'm out after my parents are out.