Venting I had enough of this shithole known as physical Earth. Might honestly CTB tonight.

[EmotionlessWanderer]

I know I said I would give physical life a second chance. I did and it still hasn't changed for me. I know I already made a post like this. This is my last one I swear even if I change my mind.

I am fully convinced that an afterlife exists and I'll be able to do the things I couldn't on this Earth. No point in staying. Even if I'm wrong I won't exist to care.

I just had enough of this physical Earth and I have no hope for it's future. My parents are out of town today so once it reaches late night I'm going to shoot myself in the brain stem and depart from this body.

I just want to thank everybody for being there for me. If I don't post anything by Monday consider me dead. If I do then that means I either chicken out or my self diagnosed bi-polar decided that my life is worth living again for some odd reason.

Peace out.

 

[marcusuk63]

good luck with which ever path you choose

 

[SearchForPeace]

We are here with you till the end. With what ever decision you choice, we approve. May you find peace.

 

[Raggas]

Farewell, my friend

 

[phoenixx]

Whatever happens, good luck and I hope you find peace

 

[Redrock]

Good luck! I hope you find peace in the afterlife

 

[Roberto]

Whatever you choose, it will be a good decision. A hug!

 

[suffering]

We're here with you, regardless the outcome. Hugs!

 

[bonboneve]

Hi,

You mentioned you have no hope for earths future, maybe you want to read these articles: https://prepareforchange.net/resistance-movement/cornerstone-cobra-articles/

I had no hope either but then I realized how wrong I was after getting to know Cobra and the 5D ascension movement.

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

Still here

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

Well I'll have an good opportunity to CTB next week if I choose. I'll be out of town spending two weeks with less overprotective grandparents. Parents will be in another state.

Though I don't have access to a gun. They might have one but I'm not sure. I have supplies for the night night method but I haven't practiced it any.

I might just say fuck it and give life a 3rd chance.

I don't like the idea of stealing guns but I'm desperate at this point.