I guess this is it

[sadbunny]

I'm going to be killing myself soon, I don't have anyone, I have 2 daughters that live with their dad, but I'm a complete burden to them since I don't experience good feelings, aka anhedonia. It's a bitch. It's a devil. It's steals everything such as interests, relationships, and friendships. I really do actually experience ONLY pain. So if anything brings you a little bit of joy in your life, a spark, or gives you a small glimmer of hope, carry on, because that might grow into something beautiful. Anyway, it's time for to let my life come to an end. It's been long overdue. I'm emotionless and because of that I can't connect with people and people stop talking to me, I'm probably toxic and I understand, I'm hopeless and that's a bad sign to people who are going somewhere in life. So anyway, I'll be going out with SN. I'll be renting a hotel room and peacing the fuck out. This will be in a few weeks..I'll make a thread when the time comes so I'm not alone. Thanks SS for being there.

 

[Ghost2211]

I hope you find peace and relief. It's hard carrying on with so much sadness. Im here if you need a friend <3

 

[Lost4toolong]

Hope u find something worth aticking around for before then

 

[Lostandfound7]

I'm sorry that ur in so much pain, love..I know the pain of feeling like ur all alone in a cruel world..

U may feel alone at home n I'm not sure how much comfort this can provide u, but just know that u have a family here that loves u n understands what ur going thru..

We hear u...

 

[Oyoy]

I wish I knew someone like you. You sound cool and interesting.

 

[theguineapigking]

I truly am sorry. I assume you've exhausted all options or meds to increase serotonin? Sometimes low serotonin can cause this. But yes,I know meds are overrated. I just ask that you really think about this. I would definitely think your daughters would miss you.


If you need any support,I'm here for you. You may not feel many emotions,but surely you feel something if you came here to post. Just know we're all here for you.


I hope you find peace and happiness with whatever you choose to do.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I'm sorry you are in pain, and your life is so bad you want to CTB. I'm here if you want to talk.