I got verbally attacked yesterday, and now I feel more suicidal than ever

[Gone soon]

I work as a waiter in a local pub, and I dress as a woman then. Yesterday I was attacked by a drunk customer. Being a pervert was the nicest thing he called me. It didn't happen for the first time, and my boss threw him out immediately, but now I feel more suicidal than ever before, because of my deep depressions during winter time. I just don't know how much longer I can stand this

 

[astr4]

i'm so sorry that happened to you. fuck that guy. people are so unnecessarily cruel, what a piece of shit he was to see someone living their life and to decide to harass them. people like that are what's wrong with this world, bigots make it so hard to want to be alive, i understand.

 

[stink144]

I will never be accepted and people don't understand who I am behind my anger even if I explain millions of times. I just get verbally attacked too

 

[L'absent]

I'm really sorry to hear what you're going through, but I think it's also important to reflect on a point that might help you see things from a different perspective. The use of terms like "women's clothing" or "men's clothing" is something that society unfortunately imposes to create an artificial separation between genders, but in reality, these labels are completely arbitrary. Colors, clothes, and even activities that are assigned to one gender or another are social constructs with no foundation in nature or reality. For example, white was once considered a feminine color, while pink was seen as masculine. So, the fact that you dress a certain way or do something rather than another shouldn't define who you are or how you should be treated. This kind of distinction is an expression of a patriarchy that wants us all divided and confined to narrow roles, and it leaves no room for the freedom to express our identities beyond these impositions.
The difficulties you're experiencing are real and absolutely unfair, but I encourage you not to let society or the people who are attacking you make you believe there is something wrong with the way you choose to express yourself. Everyone has the right to dress, behave, and live as they see fit, without being bound by labels that have no value. The struggles for freedom and rights are not only about resistance to violence but also about resisting the thought structures that limit us. To truly overcome discrimination and hatred, we need to move beyond rigid categories and recognize that there are no "men's things" or "women's things," but only personal choices about who we are and how we want to live.
I hope you can find the strength to get through this tough time, remembering that your identity isn't defined by the labels imposed by society, but by your own authenticity. And if you ever feel overwhelmed, don't forget that there are people and professionals ready to offer you the support you deserve.

 

[Worndown]

There are top quality asses out there. Loud fools willing to share their"superiority" with anyone perceived to be weaker than them.

Do not die because of them. Live well. Maybe blow him a kiss some day. That should make him feel persecuted. You can listen to his complaining as you walk away.

 

[qualityOV3Rquantity]

I work as a waiter in a local pub, and I dress as a woman then. Yesterday I was attacked by a drunk customer. Being a pervert was the nicest thing he called me. It didn't happen for the first time, and my boss threw him out immediately, but now I feel more suicidal than ever before, because of my deep depressions during winter time. I just don't know how much longer I can stand this

I'm so sorry this happened to you, you don't deserve that cruel treatment! People are so horrible sometimes...

 

[Gone soon]

There are top quality asses out there. Loud fools willing to share their"superiority" with anyone perceived to be weaker than them.

Do not die because of them. Live well. Maybe blow him a kiss some day. That should make him feel persecuted. You can listen to his complaining as you walk away.

I will die because I'm broken in general. I'm fine with my decision. Mentally I am dead since many years. It will be a relief