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Thisisjustadream

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I finally got a gun. I feel happier knowing I have one to blow my brains out anytime I choose.
 
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L I F E T O L O S E

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what gun would it be?
 
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It's not recommended to have a way of CTBing readily available, you might use it when you'd later regret it. Especially if you're impulsive, you could be throwing a lot away and hurting others for a long time when you'd only had brief pain? Saying that, I envy you
 
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I'm happy for you I wish I've a gun.
 
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oktnn50md

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In most countries it's hard for the average citizen to get a gun. Lucky you.
 
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Glad you got one,. And I agree as well... Just a good feeling to know you can End it all in a fairly quick fashion.

I've grown up with guns basically all my life. And many of the people I know,. Own guns as well. Maybe we're all just Crazy here in TX.. lol.

Best of luck to ya when ever that time may come.

Bless you

( And a Flint lock too.. Damn,. Idk. Sounds awkward Imo )
 
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That sounds awesome. I'm getting two guns, one for each hand. Do you think someone can pull two triggers exactly at the same time?
 
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Thisisjustadream

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Glad you got one,. And I agree as well... Just a good feeling to know you can End it all in a fairly quick fashion.

I've grown up with guns basically all my life. And many of the people I know,. Own guns as well. Maybe we're all just Crazy here in TX.. lol.

Best of luck to ya when ever that time may come.

Bless you

( And a Flint lock too.. Damn,. Idk. Sounds awkward Imo )
It is awkward, not because it's a flintlock but because the barrel is so long, I can barely get it in my mouth and touch the trigger.
 
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I finally got a gun. I feel happier knowing I have one to blow my brains out anytime I choose.
So I was wondering if you could help me. I have a 12 gauge with birdshot. Will that help me catch bus? Please, anyone reply. My brother has blocked me on Facebook and phone and has told me to never speak with him again. We have never, ever done this before. I cannot go on or see the light. I am ready to board bus. Will this help?

Waiting impatiently





*****EDIT please do not try to sway me. Just let me know if this will work. Thanks.
 
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why keep existing when you´re no living?
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I finally got a gun. I feel happier knowing I have one to blow my brains out anytime I choose.
I can relate. I had a terrible insomnia but since I bought a gun, I sleep well. Inner peace probably
 
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So I was wondering if you could help me. I have a 12 gauge with birdshot. Will that help me catch bus? Please, anyone reply. My brother has blocked me on Facebook and phone and has told me to never speak with him again. We have never, ever done this before. I cannot go on or see the light. I am ready to board bus. Will this help?

Waiting impatiently
If I had a 12 gauge with birdshot I'd put it to the roof of my mouth and fire the gun and I hope my brains would be on the wall lol.
 
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why keep existing when you´re no living?
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It's not recommended to have a way of CTBing readily available, you might use it when you'd later regret it. Especially if you're impulsive, you could be throwing a lot away and hurting others for a long time when you'd only had brief pain? Saying that, I envy you
True but on the other hand you could get to point where you are not able to buy a gun because of health records etc. So maybe it is better to risk it and buy the gun earlier since the gun is statistically best ctb method
 
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Honestly I think owning a gun is a bit dangerous, I have one and I have been pretty close to CTB at times impulsively because of having it.

I'm scared to order SN now for the same reason, makes it a bit too easy. In my case I am trying to stay alive for a bit to finish something so trying to avoid impulsive actions.
 
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Feb 10, 2020
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ONLY 99 % is in your mouth in 90 degree to brain good luck
 
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I hope you are okay
 
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Must be nice. Swift and painless journey to you.
 
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