Method I got a choice to make.

[Faejin]

I went around my city a bit and the best place to jump was a decently high bridge. Only issue is that it takes an officer ten seconds of running to get to me so I have to be fast and it does not leave a lot of time to make a phone call I want to make just before I CTB.

It is either that or renting a hotel room to overdose since my house is far too populated. Getting SN is complicated since I am only 19 and IC only sells if you're 21 or above and can prove it with ID.

If I jump I want to fall into water so that it will be more difficult to save me as I'll hopefully sink like a rock with enough weights. The tallest buildings I could access are also like only three stories tall.

Does anyone have any suggestions?

 

[lukas19]

I went around my city a bit and the best place to jump was a decently high bridge. Only issue is that it takes an officer ten seconds of running to get to me so I have to be fast and it does not leave a lot of time to make a phone call I want to make just before I CTB.

It is either that or renting a hotel room to overdose since my house is far too populated. Getting SN is complicated since I am only 19 and IC only sells if you're 21 or above and can prove it with ID.

If I jump I want to fall into water so that it will be more difficult to save me as I'll hopefully sink like a rock with enough weights. The tallest buildings I could access are also like only three stories tall.

I saw on the net that the min height if jumping into water is 250ft (approx 96% death rate at The Golden Gate which is 250ft) 150ft if jumping into solid ground but could be shorter if you jump head first into concrete. If you jump at three stories probably best chance of succeeding is going head first into concrete but please make sure you don't land on anyone as that will break your speed.

 

[releasespieces]

I went around my city a bit and the best place to jump was a decently high bridge. Only issue is that it takes an officer ten seconds of running to get to me so I have to be fast and it does not leave a lot of time to make a phone call I want to make just before I CTB.

It is either that or renting a hotel room to overdose since my house is far too populated. Getting SN is complicated since I am only 19 and IC only sells if you're 21 or above and can prove it with ID.

If I jump I want to fall into water so that it will be more difficult to save me as I'll hopefully sink like a rock with enough weights. The tallest buildings I could access are also like only three stories tall.

Does anyone have any suggestions?

You might want to give IC a shot. Someone just said they didn't need ID in a different thread.

 

[archiemex]

Fake ID maybe???

 

[Faejin]

You might want to give IC a shot. Someone just said they didn't need ID in a different thread.

According to the website you can technically order without it, but any un identified order just gets refunded and not shipped. A random ID from the internet has a shot at working, but there's a chance that they can have seen it before or notice the name for shipping and the ID not matching up.

 

[releasespieces]

According to the website you can technically order without it, but any un identified order just gets refunded and not shipped. A random ID from the internet has a shot at working, but there's a chance that they can have seen it before or notice the name for shipping and the ID not matching up.

I've read it before. I was shocked by what the member said, but they said they received the SN as well. Maybe they're full of shit

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-i-got-meto.109174/#post-1869376

 

[EqualibriumWithin]

I saw on the net that the min height if jumping into water is 250ft (approx 96% death rate at The Golden Gate which is 250ft)

heh, this reminds me of a video i saw a while back with one of the survivors of GGB jumping and the aftermath of their survival, made it even more attractive to me tbh.

If I jump I want to fall into water so that it will be more difficult to save me as I'll hopefully sink like a rock with enough weights. The tallest buildings I could access are also like only three stories tall.

Does anyone have any suggestions?

when it comes to water, its highly dependant on the height of the fall and the speed at which you are going at. however regardless, 3 stories will cause severe damage in itself, and its entirely possible that since its going directly into water that the aftermath will be the demise, i cant really give better input since there are too many missing variables in this, such as your weight, wind direction, things of that nature. whilist i highly suggest against doing jumps without proper knowledge, im not the one that should be the gatekeeper for such things

 

[Faejin]

heh, this reminds me of a video i saw a while back with one of the survivors of GGB jumping and the aftermath of their survival, made it even more attractive to me tbh.

What made it more appealing for you? The reason I don't want to fall onto hard ground is because the chances of instant death are extremely low from any of these buildings. I am not worried about having to lay there for a minute, but what I am worried about is being stitched up like some Frankenstein's monster and having to be wheeled around for the rest of my life.

Jumping into water seems like it is more difficult to save me since I would have water in my lungs by the time someone got there and then having to dive to the bottom to get me in time (at around 2 am) would be almost impossible.

 

[nozomu]

It might be an unpopular opinion but my opinion is if you're too young to access even the most accessible method of PPEH, you're too young to CTB. I'm really sorry you're in pain, I was in pain at that age too. Some of it resolved, some didn't.

 

[Faejin]

It might be an unpopular opinion but my opinion is if you're too young to access even the most accessible method of PPEH, you're too young to CTB. I'm really sorry you're in pain, I was in pain at that age too. Some of it resolved, some didn't.

Maybe unpopular, but you're not wrong. I have just been considered responsible enough to vote. My lifes been kinda shit since I kind of phucked it up myself from a young age and have been severely depressed for a good five years or so now.

Personally, I wouldn't suggest deciding on whether you should CBT or not until 21 or so, but I've kind of had it by this point. My plan is to set something up then live my life more or less how I want to for a few months, around four at least, then just go for it if it hasn't improved.

Not directed towards you, but anyone in my shoes reading this. I suggest taking some time to think about it to see if you really want to or have to. Whatever you do, don't act on a single impulse as nothing got to suck more than catching air time just to find out then that it isn't what you wanted.


And by (some time) I mean a few months. It's a pretty big decision.

 

[nozomu]

Maybe unpopular, but you're not wrong. I have just been considered responsible enough to vote. My lifes been kinda shit since I kind of phucked it up myself from a young age and have been severely depressed for a good five years or so now.

Personally, I wouldn't suggest deciding on whether you should CBT or not until 21 or so, but I've kind of had it by this point. My plan is to set something up then live my life more or less how I want to for a few months, around four at least, then just go for it if it hasn't improved.

Not directed towards you, but anyone in my shoes reading this. I suggest taking some time to think about it to see if you really want to or have to. Whatever you do, don't act on a single impulse as nothing got to suck more than catching air time just to find out then that it isn't what you wanted.


And by (some time) I mean a few months. It's a pretty big decision.

I get you, I have been clinically depressed for pretty much my entire life and suicidal since 6. We are here for you to try to help you make it. If you can push your 20s, I recommend it-- some stuff really does sort itself out as you grow and develop, and as life moves along.

 

[EqualibriumWithin]

It might be an unpopular opinion but my opinion is if you're too young to access even the most accessible method of PPEH, you're too young to CTB. I'm really sorry you're in pain, I was in pain at that age too. Some of it resolved, some didn't.

i much more prefer the position that it should be taken by a case by case basis, lumping the entirety of people who are young by saying everyone is too young to CTB is very invalidating. whilist i understand the position, there are better alternatives than simply lumping everyone under 18 into that category. if you go down that path you risk doing the same exact thing that the mental health industry does, which is blanket label everyone as a risk no matter how small. which is partally why this forum exists in the first place, since there is no forced bias onto people

What made it more appealing for you?

i dont really know, i supppose its more of the position that my brain went into how lethal it actually is

the reason i would prefer SN however is the peaceful factor, i have a personal moral obligation to follow the most painless and fast route, and jumping GGB while almost impossible to avoid lethality, isnt peaceful, which thus removes it as a possible option entirely.

 

[nozomu]

i much more prefer the position that it should be taken by a case by case basis, lumping the entirety of people who are young by saying everyone is too young to CTB is very invalidating. whilist i understand the position, there are better alternatives than simply lumping everyone under 18 into that category. if you go down that path you risk doing the same exact thing that the mental health industry does, which is blanket label everyone as a risk no matter how small. which is partally why this forum exists in the first place, since there is no forced bias onto people

That's fair. However, I really think that people under a certain age have a compromised ability to really consider the longevity and permanence of their actions, even if it may not be the case for literally everybody. I do not mean to be condescending to those who are struggling with suicidal thoughts and below a certain age, but having been there myself (I've been suicidal since 6), the reasons I wanted to ctb for on impulse seemed trivial compared to the exit plan effort I am undertaking now as an almost 30 year old adult.

 

[EqualibriumWithin]

That's fair. However, I really think that people under a certain age have a compromised ability to really consider the longevity and permanence of their actions, even if it may not be the case for literally everybody. I do not mean to be condescending to those who are struggling with suicidal thoughts and below a certain age, but having been there myself (I've been suicidal since 6), the reasons I wanted to ctb for on impulse seemed trivial compared to the exit plan effort I am undertaking now as an almost 30 year old adult.

i certainly understand that logic, i 100% agree that before a certain point, this should be taken into consideration. i apoligize for not being more clear, from my perspective 16 and above is around the prime age that people should have the ability to at least tell what is right from wrong in at least a little bit of a sense. anything below that to me seems dodgy at least, traumatizing at worst. from my perspective i would rather go through the stages with them instead of simply blanketing them and giving whatever they are asking for, since i understand how impulsive those age ranges tend to be. not to discredit any one specific age either, but statistics dont really lie either sadly

 

[lebrodude]

You might want to give IC a shot. Someone just said they didn't need ID in a different thread.

Think it depends where you are. If you aren't based in Canada or the US IC may be less stringent on ID.

Think they brought it in to cover their ass a bit.

I'm only speculating though.

 

[releasespieces]

Think it depends where you are. If you aren't based in Canada or the US IC may be less stringent on ID.

Think they brought it in to cover their ass a bit.

I'm only speculating though.

I agree, that was my first thought too, they are concerned about legal issues. Maybe it does depend on where your from… no idea.