willitpass
Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
- Mar 10, 2020
- 2,715
everything i say is wrong. everything i do hurts someone. i can't do things right. i don't want to do it anymore. but there isn't anything i can do. i feel so trapped. i have to hold out until christmas. last year i attempted to ctb before christmas bc i was so desperate and then i ended up in a facility for nine months. it wasn't fair to my family then and it definitely isn't fair to give them another holiday season of hell. i have to wait. i will not let myself be that selfish