squillykilly
Stupid Chud
- Dec 15, 2025
- 17
Even if I have been reassured by someone, I know they're talking about me behind me back, like some sort of "I like Squill.... Buuttt" and then start talking about all these things I did that I didn't know I did....
It feels like my girlfriend hates me a lot of the time, she always says she could never leave me but it feels like she is, always answering with one word replies, acting cold, even when I'm trying to be sweet and gentle. I know she's talked about me behind my back plenty, everyone does, I know they do. I know everyone hates me even if it's just a bit, I know my mum genuinely hates me, that's not even a hunch she actually does. I just wish I were likeable. This is getting really bad
It feels like my girlfriend hates me a lot of the time, she always says she could never leave me but it feels like she is, always answering with one word replies, acting cold, even when I'm trying to be sweet and gentle. I know she's talked about me behind my back plenty, everyone does, I know they do. I know everyone hates me even if it's just a bit, I know my mum genuinely hates me, that's not even a hunch she actually does. I just wish I were likeable. This is getting really bad