degeneratewaste
dressed for the grave.
- Aug 24, 2020
- 264
Almost daily I wish that someone would come and really hurt me, completely out of my control. For example, come and start a fight with me, leave me bloody and bruised and in physical pain. Or try and stab me, or something. I know I deserve to be in pain but sometimes the self harm just doesn't cut it. I want someone to scar me and beat me until I have a black eye or broken nose. I know it's weird. Anyone else have thoughts like this or just me?