PlushieLover
XII - THE HANGED MAN
- Mar 24, 2021
- 118
I'm back! Well, I tried to find help with my suicidal tendencies and I have been diagnosticated with "bipolar and anxiety disorder with depressive attacks and onset of schizophrenia" or something like that. I'm actually trying to get better and it kind of work for like 2 weeks but now I feel just as sad and hopeless as ever. That's why I "stopped" visiting this site, but now I feel like I need to write to someone who understands this feeling. I'm still depressed, but at least I'm not hallucinating anymore so that's great.
I know that some stupid pills won't solve how useless I am. So I think I will kill myself, my first option is using SN but is kind of hard to get it so hanging is also a good choice for me at least.
I don't even know if any of what I'm writing make sense, I just wanted to say this to someone. Thanks for reading, love you guys <3
I know that some stupid pills won't solve how useless I am. So I think I will kill myself, my first option is using SN but is kind of hard to get it so hanging is also a good choice for me at least.
I don't even know if any of what I'm writing make sense, I just wanted to say this to someone. Thanks for reading, love you guys <3