Venting I finally have my SN...

[aeri]

Hi--
I know there are already a lot of thread like this one but i wanna vent uh-
My SN has been delivered today. I thought i would have some problems bc of the regulation, i believe it's not legal here (France).
I was feeling really relaxed and happy to know that i will finally ctb. Holding the bottle, oh my gosh it's at the same moment very scary and relaxing. I will finally find peace next week. I am happy. I really am happy. But i'm kinda sad for my friends too. I decided to stop talking to them bc they are pro life. But i know they still love me so much. I still love them too. But i am decided to die. I don't wanna live anymore, i am just a waste.

I'm happy i found out this forum. I haven't posted a lot but i read a lot. You guys are so precious, it's so bad that yall suffering so much. I love everyone of you even though you don't know who tf i am. All the support here~

 

[randomz]

Having your exit button with you is I imagine really relaxing. Maybe now that you know you can CTB at anytime, you can postpone your decision a little bit and try something to make yourself feel better?

Offtopic: I like your profile pic, and is your username by anychance connected to the trickstars?

 

[aeri]

Having your exit button with you is I imagine really relaxing. Maybe now that you know you can CTB at anytime, you can postpone your decision a little bit and try something to make yourself feel better?

Offtopic: I like your profile pic, and is your username by anychance connected to the trickstars?

I believe i'll go buy alcohol and get drunk... I looove being drunk so much, and now that i'm sure i don't need my money anymore... I am so happy

No it's not, it's just a flower i like but omg i checked what you meant and too bad it's noy connected ! Such a beautiful yugi-oh card-- but i haven't watch it enough anyway--- ohhhh maybe i should watch yugi-oh during my last days to make'em go faster...

 

[Ennuimortel]

Good news.
Have you antiemetic?

 

[aeri]

Good news.
Have you antiemetic?

Yes ! I made sure i had everything i needed hehe... I can't waiiit

 

[randomz]

I believe i'll go buy alcohol and get drunk... I looove being drunk so much, and now that i'm sure i don't need my money anymore... I am so happy

No it's not, it's just a flower i like but omg i checked what you meant and too bad it's noy connected ! Such a beautiful yugi-oh card-- but i haven't watch it enough anyway--- ohhhh maybe i should watch yugi-oh during my last days to make'em go faster...

Maybe you should watch it yeah. I recently reignited my yu-gi-oh craze and It's been one of the things that make me stay around. If I am not mistaken the trickstars are in the Vrains anime.

 

[revenge88]

Where to find SN ?

 

[HighwayToHell]

Where to find SN ?

I found a bag of it on Amazon, 500g for like £2.50

 

[AlreadyGone]

Congrats on getting SN