DeathIsTheWayOut99
Warlock
- Jun 6, 2020
- 798
I don't know how to really explain it tbh
I feel like not existing and just dying rn
I am triggered beyond triggered
I can never just feel at peace
Usually there is some flashback, some trigger, and I am back to wanting to kill myself
It never freaking ends
I am also afraid to look at responses to my other posts
Throughout life I was always inevitable abused by my mom all the time for anything so I am just afraid of people
Though that doesn't leave much room for growth I guess
Maybe....I am not a good person
Maybe I am just like my mom and....maybe this world doesn't need someone as disgusting as me
Could be true could be not true
I feel like not existing and just dying rn
I am triggered beyond triggered
I can never just feel at peace
Usually there is some flashback, some trigger, and I am back to wanting to kill myself
It never freaking ends
I am also afraid to look at responses to my other posts
Throughout life I was always inevitable abused by my mom all the time for anything so I am just afraid of people
Though that doesn't leave much room for growth I guess
Maybe....I am not a good person
Maybe I am just like my mom and....maybe this world doesn't need someone as disgusting as me
Could be true could be not true