Iwantedtodieforlong
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- Sep 1, 2021
- 31
I feel trapped because everyone is forcing me to live no matter what my logic is against it, they think i want to die because of my ocd and other diseases but thats not the case, i gave my reasoning for me wanting to kms for so long but everyone always says "But you have to live" in return like? the fuck? and If i try to tell anyone about this they'll send me to a mental hospital like my feelings dont matter i explained many times i dont want to live life because the concept of it is stupid It's more of a belief thing than a reaction to everything medically wrong with me, and i feel like everyone is looking at me like a animal because i want to kill myself? this feels like a trap and it saddening and tearing me apart i feel stuck its so bad