Brokensaddle
Student
- Sep 28, 2020
- 180
I got a voicemail message from the police today saying they worried about me because they had received a concern of safety about me plus a report regarding me being a victim of domestic violence at home. I'm scared someone at work has done this because I only recently told someone I work with about my difficulties and how I had to leave home due to domestic violence and how I was reported missing and I had to speak to the people. I was having a meltdown with all of the stress and as a autistic person when your stressed you just breakdown and can't cope. I'm not sure who's said what but I'm scared if it's a work colleague them they might call the police again and tell them I'm about where I'm going when I ctb and my plans on how I'm going to ctb. I've kept my sn plus all of the other pills in safe place away from home or hotel I'm living in at the moment in cases the police come around and ask questions because I find as autistic person it's hard to lie. I did call the police and say I didn't want to talk about the situation or take the matter any further. They said I can change my mind at any point. What do I do as I'm planning on ctb at the end of January and I don't wanna be saved