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I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance.
Dec 3, 2019
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I went to the Dentist the other day, because I was in almost constant pain. They recommended 3 root canals, they put me on an antibiotic so I'm not in pain right now. The prescription last a week. So I figure I have 2-3 weeks before the pain comes back. I can't Afford 3 root canals. I have Medicaid, but that won't cover this and I don't want to loose 3 teeth.

Over the last year I've come so far. I've done things that would have seen impossible a year ago, but none of that matters. I wanted to make 2026 my year, now I get this news. I don't have a job. I have Agoraphobia and OCD. I've been Applying to jobs, but no one hires me. I can barely function as an adult. Every time I get hope, reality crashes down in my face.

I want to do the Nitrogen exit bag, but if I fail I could be a vegetable. I've also herd that its uncomfortable. And I just don't know if the stuff I found on amazon will work or not.

I'm just so sick of this. It doesn't help that the women I love left me back in October. I'm all alone
 
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