Susannah
Mage
- Jul 2, 2018
- 530
I feel so alone in the world, in my head. Always, even with lot of "close friends" around me. I'm single of course. I'm not interested in having a serious relationship, and I like being alone. But I'm very social, and I like to meet new people. Still, I'm sceptical and I never open myself completely. I'm a good listener, and people in general likes to talk about them self, to me. And I find some stories funny. I am well- liked. But I never bring real emotions into a relationship, and I end up giving up before started, because I'm sure I'll end up "alone in my head" in with a partner/lover as well.
But I envy people who are in love. I've been it myself, in love and happy for a long periode, but it eventually ends. I hate break- ups. I feel it's a huge commitiment being in a relation. But at the same time I feel I'm actually meant being "alone in my head". I feel like ballet- robot. Do I sound crazy?
But I envy people who are in love. I've been it myself, in love and happy for a long periode, but it eventually ends. I hate break- ups. I feel it's a huge commitiment being in a relation. But at the same time I feel I'm actually meant being "alone in my head". I feel like ballet- robot. Do I sound crazy?