i feel sick to my stomach accepting it

[MisterOGBongWater]

ive settled on a year. i can take one more year of feeling invisible and alone. at most if i really push myself. but at some point in the next 365 days i will quit this. im tired nd i dont want to be alone. the dread in the pit of my stomach for the next horrible thing to happen is too much.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering, it truly is such a cruel existence. But anyway I wish you all the best.

 

[cheaptrick]

A very relatable sentiment. The fact I made in to 30 in this hell hole is beyond me.

 

[Imagined_Euphoria]

I thought about setting a date, but I always got bad luck so something will probably happen on that day that ruins it anyway. I will just randomly do it on a particularly bad day and announce it here in a thread.