i feel like no matter what happens i will always want to CTB

[SW33TL0VER]

even if my life goes well and i have everything i want- i feel like i will always want to die because even if my life is great i still feel like it would be better without me and that i am not meant for it.

 

[F@#$]

Right,me too. Something "good" happens I just know it's just going to end up turning around and bite me in the ass.