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CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

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Mar 5, 2019
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There are 2 lumps on my throat and I don't know which one is my adam's apple. Makes it really hard to try to follow advice on finding the sweet spot.
 
brutalus

brutalus

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hello my friend. when i was a teenager i had a massive adams apple, and i was tremendously proud of it. it made me look very manly. but then it got too big! it turns out it was a tumor and i had to have surgery :/
 
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CoolGuy9

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hello my friend. when i was a teenager i had a massive adams apple, and i was tremendously proud of it. it made me look very manly. but then it got too big! it turns out it was a tumor and i had to have surgery :/
That's both funny and sad. I doubt I have tumor tho, because if I did, so would my brother on the exact same spot.
 
brutalus

brutalus

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haha yes! funny and sad is the definition of my life :D
 
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OnlyTheWind

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Aug 29, 2020
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Try swallowing and holding the swallow. Then put the rope around your neck and tighten it. That's what I've been trying. You might also want to try a rope that is 10mm or a little under in thickness. My 12mm is a little much for me, but the 10mm works nicer.
 
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CoolGuy9

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Mar 5, 2019
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Try swallowing and holding the swallow. Then put the rope around your neck and tighten it. That's what I've been trying. You might also want to try a rope that is 10mm or a little under in thickness. My 12mm is a little much for me, but the 10mm works nicer.
Not the biggest fan of holding the swallow, but I will try it. If a bit of discomfort is what it takes to ctb, then that's fine.
 
brutalus

brutalus

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That's both funny and sad. I doubt I have tumor tho, because if I did, so would my brother on the exact same spot.
wait a minute. what does your brother have to do with it?
 
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OnlyTheWind

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Not the biggest fan of holding the swallow, but I will try it. If a bit of discomfort is what it takes to ctb, then that's fine.
Hanging will always have some discomfort associated with it, but the 14 or so seconds it takes to lose consciousness are a blessing. :)
I believe in the case of an annoying adams apple, a thinner rope would assist in better constricting the carotid.
 
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wait a minute. what does your brother have to do with it?
I meant that if the other lump would be a tumor, it would be really weird for my brother to have an identical tumor in the same spot.
Hanging will always have some discomfort associated with it, but the 14 or so seconds it takes to lose consciousness are a blessing. :)
I believe in the case of an annoying adams apple, a thinner rope would assist in better constricting the carotid.
The thinner rope would make sense. I feel like I'm close to the sweet spot, because I can make my vision a bit weird, my legs to feel weak and feel weird tingles in my arm. Sadly I haven't being able to loose consciousness yet.
 
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peacefulhorizons

peacefulhorizons

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Dec 31, 2019
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The first bump is probably your actual adam's apple, and the second bump is probably your cricoid cartilage. 1626661059200
 
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