Venting I feel like destroying myself before leaving / bdp

[hellispink]

I dont know if it is because of my bdp or what, but I feel like I want to destroy every inch of me. self harm is not enough, I wish I could drug myself and do a bunch of reckless stuff. Anyone feels the same?

 

[Brianiskillingme]

As a person also with BPD, yes I understand. I plan on doing everything I want to do, eat what I want the final week of my life.

 

[FML_]

Yeah, I probably would've already done that if my chronic disorder didn't prevent me from doing it. It would be so freeing to just do some crazy stuff before ending it all. Life is just better when you step outside your comfort zone

 

[xo777]

I have bpd also. I am going to ruin myself before I leave these days are just drug use and cutting everyone off