tasmaka
Neutral good
- Feb 14, 2026
- 46
For years Ive struggled with my confidence in my field, everyone believes I do well, says it, but I believe nobody.
All my life Ive struggled to believe someone saying they enjoy my presence, or that I look cute or attractive.
Id say I receive compliments on my work, and appearance a little less than often, enough to make me believe its not pure pity, but I never feel like its true?
I dont compliment fish, or directly tear myself down, but recently Ive gotten supper depressed for my low self esteem and some people saw it today.
I know some people believe I am favored by professors, or bosses, so I hate to seem weak, I feel it may look like I crave attention.
My social skills are poor, and Ive been told my humor and behavior mimics a "pick me", but Id never try so hard to be unfavorable..
Does anyone feel this way as well??
All my life Ive struggled to believe someone saying they enjoy my presence, or that I look cute or attractive.
Id say I receive compliments on my work, and appearance a little less than often, enough to make me believe its not pure pity, but I never feel like its true?
I dont compliment fish, or directly tear myself down, but recently Ive gotten supper depressed for my low self esteem and some people saw it today.
I know some people believe I am favored by professors, or bosses, so I hate to seem weak, I feel it may look like I crave attention.
My social skills are poor, and Ive been told my humor and behavior mimics a "pick me", but Id never try so hard to be unfavorable..
Does anyone feel this way as well??
