I feel incredibly angry today.

[worldexploder]

I want to be dead but I have to take the hard way out. I'm angry with everyone in my family. My aunt and uncle for being optimists and the rest of the world that doesn't accept my (or anyone else's) universal right to die. Makes me so mad I wish sometimes I can just rip apart everything I see. I wish I could just rage sometimes. I am so sick of this god damn world.

 

[worldexploder]

I keep thinking about that gunshop and how my aunt was instrumental in making sure I don't get ahold of a firearm. It just turns my heart cold.

Double oppression - life was imposed / a painless fearless death is denied.

 

[Jodes]

I want to be dead but I have to take the hard way out.

So sorry man. That bothers me hugely.

 

[worldexploder]

So sorry man. That bothers me hugely.

Thank you buddy. It just hurts to not have the methods I truly want.

 

[Jodes]

Pessimists are experienced optimists. Don't hate the optimists

But for sure: they can be intolerable

 

[worldexploder]

Pessimists are experienced optimists. Don't hate the optimists

But for sure: they can be intolerable

If only optimists were more open to what we want I may feel a little difference.

 

[Jodes]

Have another chat with your family, educate them

 

[Jodes]

Or at least give them the facts, give them the time to say goodbye in their own way, and you've made your peace

 

[worldexploder]

Have another chat with your family, educate them

I been trying to for years buddy. They won't budge.

 

[Jodes]

I been trying to for years buddy. They won't budge.

Well there you go. Maybe they've said goodbye already, in the only way they know how.

What may i ask is their opinion?

 

[worldexploder]

Well there you go. Maybe they've said goodbye already, in the only way they know how.

What may i ask is their opinion?

My aunt is somewhat accepting of the right to die for people with mental illnesses as long as they go though months if not years of therapy first. She is very optimistic. My uncle believes that life is a gift. He doesn't believe in the universal right to die at all. He is into self help and life coaching. Also he reads books about reincarnation and quantum mysticism. My aunt is more of a spiritual person. Both are socially and politically progressive.