Venting I feel hopeless

[manic]

I've been suicidal for years and now I am getting worse. I have been getting help for years and been hospitalized multiple times and tried almost every treatment. Everyone feels helpless so that makes me feel hopeless about living. I hate living so fucking much. Everyday is a pain and god forbid I talk about CTB in front of family (and I have no friends) my therapist for 5 years even feels lost with me.

 

[divinemistress36]

I feel the same <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence, I also find it painful to exist. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[no_choice]

I feel the same as well :(

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

I feel the same, I wish you all the best though

 

[manic]

I certainly understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence, I also find it painful to exist. But anyway I wish you the best.

tysm!

I feel the same, I wish you all the best though

hope u feel better