DeathIsTheWayOut99
Warlock
- Jun 6, 2020
- 798
I was a part of this Facebook group that dealt with codependency. I was reccomeded it on reddit and, at first, it was perfect.
I loved the members, the leader, and had a great time. I even formed bonds with other members who I am still in contact with today
However, I have been distancing myself from the group and looking back at may experiences. I have left the group a total of 6 times. Partly due to my BPD spirals where I would leave and regret it, but now I wonder if its right for me
I feel like throughout life I am just never wanted by anyone. That life wants me to give up and die. I am just a piece of dust to the universe. I think, we have to realize that not everyone can get help or gain the happiness and peace that is often portrayed in society. With over 7 billion people some are bound to fall through the cracks
I am one of them
I loved the members, the leader, and had a great time. I even formed bonds with other members who I am still in contact with today
However, I have been distancing myself from the group and looking back at may experiences. I have left the group a total of 6 times. Partly due to my BPD spirals where I would leave and regret it, but now I wonder if its right for me
I feel like throughout life I am just never wanted by anyone. That life wants me to give up and die. I am just a piece of dust to the universe. I think, we have to realize that not everyone can get help or gain the happiness and peace that is often portrayed in society. With over 7 billion people some are bound to fall through the cracks
I am one of them