I feel a society like this

[Likes2dance]

I am not tired of living, I am tired of paying to exist. I have a issue with the society I live in, I have PTSD with night terrors. I have danced with suicidal thoughts from child hood and now I am in my 30's. I have done the medication, the jobs, school FAILED AT THAT, put in the work to stabilize my mind, and I hate the idea of struggling with it for the rest of my life. I am horrible at the whole society thing. I am not good at anything in this society. I feel a society like this was created for people like myself to fail and become slaves to it or be killed by it.

 

[Empty Smile]

To survive, we must work and give what money we earn to the government... Fuck that.

 

[SpacedOutComet]

I wouldn't have a problem with giving my government money so long as they could provide an environment that's worth living in, which unfortunately they do not.

 

[Likes2dance]

Maybe you guys should know I started feeling like this ever since I came back from the protest in Standing Rock North Dakota. I let the government take my fight there and I don't know how to get it back.
The only reason why I have not killed myself yet is because I am Lipan Apache and Dine, we have the highest suicide rate in the country. Learning to maneuver in a linear society that wasn't created for us is difficult.

 

[SpacedOutComet]

Dude, thank you for protesting that! I remember watching all that go down through the news and just wishing I could be apart of it. The situation I was in didn't allow for it. I'm sorry that your people have suffered so much man. For real

 

[Xaphous]

I'm a willing statistical slave and I can't even find a wage slave job myself. Hopefully I will but it's not like it will make me feel fulfilled.

Government = govern ment = govern mental = govern mind = mind control

 

[ExitTheDay]

I'm a willing statistical slave and I can't even find a wage slave job myself. Hopefully I will but it's not like it will make me feel fulfilled.

Government = govern ment = govern mental = govern mind = mind control

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