G
gwanath
Member
- May 23, 2022
- 41
Just half a year ago I dared to dream of my future. Of leaving my abuser and finally making a life for myself. Surround myself with kindness, safety and peace.
But he took everything.
I think that's what I'm truly struggling with. I have been left with the choice between continuing to live in agony as my condition worsens, or end it. I've been fighting for so long that, of course, there is a strong and unrelenting drive telling me to keep going. But I know that I can't, not this time. I can't get out of this one.
Just angry. And grieving. It's so tiring.
But he took everything.
I think that's what I'm truly struggling with. I have been left with the choice between continuing to live in agony as my condition worsens, or end it. I've been fighting for so long that, of course, there is a strong and unrelenting drive telling me to keep going. But I know that I can't, not this time. I can't get out of this one.
Just angry. And grieving. It's so tiring.