I failed to cbt and im depressed now

[Ghostofthepast]

I'm extremely depressed now

 

[missingpeace]

What method were you trying to use? Sorry to hear that.

 

[Ghostofthepast]

What method were you trying to use? Sorry to hear that.

Hanging

 

[Tartuffe]

It's hard, did you try hard enough or did you just want to try?

 

[missingpeace]

Hanging

Was your SI kicking in? Or what happened?

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds so horrific to me failing a ctb attempt and that is exactly what I fear. I hate how it's this difficult to die, it certainly makes methods like hanging sound so much easier than they actually are when you hear of people managing to go through with it. I hate how this hellish world restricts people being able to access peaceful and reliable methods, it's certainly cruel how there is risks involved in leaving this world, to me existence is so prison like, but anyway I wish you the best.