I cannot get to sleep unless I am exhausted, there is no such thing as a nap, I have to be online doing stuff until I can sleep, even then, I have these horrible stress ridden dreams that ruin it.
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I get frustrated with people who complain they have 'insomnia' but can sleep all day.
I'm lucky if I get even hours, usually 3 for the last year since no decent self medication, even on sleepers it was difficult to get 7.
I've never had a joyful dream in my entire life which shows something... Black figures enter and feed me intense fear, the walls cave in inception style. Some people a few born to horror.
But it's the whiners whove had it good are they who actually complain.
I'm lucky if I get even hours, usually 3 for the last year since no decent self medication, even on sleepers it was difficult to get 7.
I've never had a joyful dream in my entire life which shows something... Black figures enter and feed me intense fear, the walls cave in inception style. Some people a few born to horror.
But it's the whiners whove had it good are they who actually complain.
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The Mute Viking
α †⊕r†⊕urεd p⊕ε†
- Oct 10, 2018
- 202
I have to legitimately drug myself to sleep and when I do; I just want to stay there.
It's a fucking miserable existance.
The time between awake and sleep.
It's a fucking miserable existance.
The time between awake and sleep.
PaxAmerica
Just Passing
- Apr 15, 2021
- 202
Alwaysbadtime
Enlightened
- Jun 28, 2021
- 1,158
I get Seroquel as a sleep aid. I would rather get better meds, but this is all I get. It helps. I don't wake up every 2 hours like I was for a long time. I relate about nightmares. I also sweat a lot.
Jumping_realms
★☆★ ☠️★☆★
- Jul 4, 2021
- 483
Yeah, I dislike the AP Seroquel for many reasons. I really have to make sure I don't gain weight, because it's simple on that med to gain a lot.
usernamerequired
Member
- Jun 19, 2021
- 30
I usually drink until i get a good buzz going each night, started doing that some time ago and stuck with it. it helps and lets me enjoy some podcasts before i sleep instead of just crying myself to sleep.
I just woke up - it's 1:36 AM. I was bedridden yesterday and now awake. This is torment.
I'm sure there is worse torment.
I want this over ASAP. All I think about is ending it.
I'm sure there is worse torment.
I want this over ASAP. All I think about is ending it.
Grumpy Bear
People are poison
- Jul 21, 2021
- 150
I used to enjoy sleep then horrible things happened and I'm left with disturbing dreams.
The Mute Viking
α †⊕r†⊕urεd p⊕ε†
- Oct 10, 2018
- 202
I feel that. K-holed and blacked out six hours. Woke with a migraine and lethargic. Ashamed to be alive. Here's to you, komrade.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 35,432
I really value sleep, it is what I look forward to, and it can be awful when you are unable to sleep, I get like that sometimes. My own thoughts often keep me awake. I get bad dreams too.
CiproKilledMe
Experienced
- Mar 23, 2021
- 243
It's too bad we can't buy N just to sleep! I mean I suppose we could, but it would be ridic expensive. Ambien just doesn't cut it.
