not from here

not from here

Never was
Jul 14, 2019
35
I do like living...just the experience. What else would I be doing?
 
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not from here

not from here

Never was
Jul 14, 2019
35
Can you say why? Is it circumstance or the very act of being alive?
I knew this was a sham from very young. I mean younger than 1. I remember not liking my parents or this world. And thinking everyone and everthing here is so ridiculously stupid. I spent my life trying to find it, but it's not here...over 48 years and 7 states. My people aren't here. They take my kindness as weakness. They make fun of me to the point of reclusivity. So I sit alone. No one knowing me.
I'm even alone here
 
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Jul 2, 2019
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Can you say why? Is it circumstance or the very act of being alive?
I knew this was a sham from very young. I mean younger than 1. I remember not liking my parents or this world. And thinking everyone and everthing here is so ridiculously stupid. I spent my life trying to find it, but it's not here...over 48 years and 7 states. My people aren't here. They take my kindness as weakness. They make fun of me to the point of reclusivity. So I sit alone. No one knowing me.
I'm even alone here

Soooo...what part of life's experience do you enjoy then?
 
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Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
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I'm glad to see someone actively enjoying breathing. I can barely breathe anymore and I promise you, it's well worth enjoying.

Drinking fresh cold water when you're thirsty.

Eating something good when you're hungry.

Recovering from migraine or food poisoning - that's so splendid it explains why every culture has a myth where the hero descends into the underworld and is reborn and the whole world is fresh and shining.

I could go on. I'm staunchly pro-choice, though, and wouldn't want to seem otherwise.
 
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