Ameya
A nobody
- Mar 22, 2021
- 130
I don't know if people will even read this, but I have no where else to go.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow. I just want to peacefully die in my sleep. If there is a god please let me die in my sleep.
I keep getting fooled by people. Once I think I am close to them I realise I am not. I will be thrown a way after some time. It happned too many times and it's happening currently with my best friend. I truly have no one I consider close anymore. I feel betrayed by people in away. I am not acknowledged most of the time. I am tired. I want to die, but not painless. Why does it have to be that way. Why do I keep making myself promises someone wants me close. I live in my own delusions. My delusions keep me alive. But it just hurts.
I am too fucking naive for this world. I can't do this shit anymore
I don't want to wake up tomorrow. I just want to peacefully die in my sleep. If there is a god please let me die in my sleep.
I keep getting fooled by people. Once I think I am close to them I realise I am not. I will be thrown a way after some time. It happned too many times and it's happening currently with my best friend. I truly have no one I consider close anymore. I feel betrayed by people in away. I am not acknowledged most of the time. I am tired. I want to die, but not painless. Why does it have to be that way. Why do I keep making myself promises someone wants me close. I live in my own delusions. My delusions keep me alive. But it just hurts.
I am too fucking naive for this world. I can't do this shit anymore