I don't want to live but ...

[nonown]

... I don't want to die too

I don't know the meaning of this

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Same here, or similar anyway.

It's a common post in the history of this site. Maybe if you search some of the terms you'll find more comments than what you get in this thread if none of them here reveal the answer you seek.

 

[departing]

I went through a period of being torn between life and death. Now my pendulum has slid over to the side of death.

 

[Dora192]

I get this. I don't want to die because I feel like I have so much to give and primarily because I have three utterly beautiful and amazing children who I want to see grow. I also have my partner who annoys the absolute shit out of me but I adore him irrevocably... That said, there are some periods where my mental illness takes over and I kind of just wish that I could press the pause button and just sleep for a very very long time so that I don't have to cope and live in this world.

It's one of the worst feelings being a non-suicidal suicidal person :(

 

[nonown]

I went through a period of being torn between life and death. Now my pendulum has slid over to the side of death.

We are not just our thoughts

I get this. I don't want to die because I feel like I have so much to give and primarily because I have three utterly beautiful and amazing children who I want to see grow. I also have my partner who annoys the absolute shit out of me but I adore him irrevocably... That said, there are some periods where my mental illness takes over and I kind of just wish that I could press the pause button and just sleep for a very very long time so that I don't have to cope and live in this world.

It's one of the worst feelings being a non-suicidal suicidal person :(

It seemed a sort of sadness from stressful periods... It's like you can't do everything, you are tired and go slowly.
Do you think too much?

I went through a period of being torn between life and death. Now my pendulum has slid over to the side of death.

I hope your pain find a way to fly away
... If you want to talk I am here

 

[pebpebpebpeb]

I get this. I don't want to die because I feel like I have so much to give and primarily because I have three utterly beautiful and amazing children who I want to see grow. I also have my partner who annoys the absolute shit out of me but I adore him irrevocably... That said, there are some periods where my mental illness takes over and I kind of just wish that I could press the pause button and just sleep for a very very long time so that I don't have to cope and live in this world.

It's one of the worst feelings being a non-suicidal suicidal person :(

yknow its the little things in life that made me smile, that being said, your profile picture cheered me up. just a few seconds ago i wanted to hang myself but the little dog just made me smile. thank you. hopefully i will survive tonight and not do something. if this keeps you motivated you could even say you saved me a little longer. thank you.