Venting I don't want to get better. Ever.

[BlooBerryBanjo3000]

Trying to get better just means continuing to live just to stay in this rat race world. Living just to work, work just to survive in order to keep working or finding some way/ways to make money. It's literally a never ending cycle.

I don't want that. I'd rather die than be a slave to money and society as a whole. I'm just not made for this money obsessed country (US) or world. Never was, never will be.

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

it's a flawed system for sure and a disgusting evil world

 

[timmy_o]

Until coming on this site I never knew that so many people shared the beliefs that I had.
I've felt like a complete outsider my whole life for not wanting a cookie-cutter life, for not wanting to spend an entire 1/2 of my waking life doing "work" for "money" just to exist.

 

[BlooBerryBanjo3000]

Until coming on this site I never knew that so many people shared the beliefs that I had.
I've felt like a complete outsider my whole life for not wanting a cookie-cutter life, for not wanting to spend an entire 1/2 of my waking life doing "work" for "money" just to exist.

Me too. I'm so glad I'm not the only person on earth who sees through life's bs.

 

[Marbas]

Exactly. I feel the same way. Getting better to me means staying alive to just suffer in other ways. Like working a miserable job just to not make enough money to make ends meet.

 

[mysticatedwine]

Me too. I'm so glad I'm not the only person on earth who sees through life's bs.

A lot of people see through life's bs. Not many of them take the suicide route, this what differentiates us from them.

Finding meaning and continuing to live despite the realisation that this world is tearing itself apart, and that it treats everybody like garbage, is a valid approach and can be considered its form of wisdom in a way, I believe.