Venting I don't want to do anything

[Hahem]

I don't know what is wrong with me. But I don't want to do anything. I just want to be in bed all day doing nothing. Everything I try to do just tires me and I have no interest in anything, even for things I used to enjoy.
I don't want to do anything.
I just want to rot in bed all day.
I don't feel alive. I am never waken up. Always drowsy. Always tired.
No vitality. Just illness.
What can I do? I don't know

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Were you always like this or did something specific happen to make you be this way? I'm asking out of curiosity because, in my case, I've always been this way because I never really had any motivation to do anything in life. All I want to do is be lazy and rot but this is something that's innate to me rather than something that happened later in life. I'm a rare case as people do tend to enjoy things and have some sort of goal at least once in life but I'm not one of those people

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of it all, I also feel very tired of existing. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Hahem]

Were you always like this or did something specific happen to make you be this way? I'm asking out of curiosity because, in my case, I've always been this way because I never really had any motivation to do anything in life. All I want to do is be lazy and rot but this is something that's innate to me rather than something that happened later in life. I'm a rare case as people do tend to enjoy things and have some sort of goal at least once in life but I'm not one of those people

I started to notice it some years ago when depression hit me hard I think. And I noticed how lonely I actually was and how much of a loser in life I was. Then, it has just been getting worse year by year.

 

[Hollowman]

I could've wrote that.

 

[TragedyBornCrimson]

Same I have run out of energy, I won't put the burden of my lack of motivation on anyone else. Barely anything in life makes me happy anymore.

 

[ChaosWandering]

I feel the same. The only motivation I have is to go to work, so I can keep what is left of this roof over my head.

Music, music I have noticed has helped sooth the pain lately...